1.20am-1.52am, 2 Jan.2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ Saturday, January 02, 2010
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Its 1.20am rite now....
Somehow, I don't feel so good at the starting of this year~
It is not about the fact that school is about to start~
I'm just really really pissed off to the people around me!!!!
My family, my teachers, some of my friends, EVEN JOHNNY-SAN!!!!{what's desu yo!?}
Even if I'm happy of the day, by just a single word, it would make my mood go down...
for example:
If I hear a word from my dad telling me to practice Taekwondo, my mood will take a 180 degree turn from being in a good mood!
The fact that I'm forced to do thing that are not my will to do so!
Sometime, even reading a J-pop news will make me mad!!!
I can take what ever people have got to say about me, but if you say a word about any idols, trust me, if I die of depression I will hunt you till you commit suicide!!!! >:D
Most people may think that it is irrelevant, but the truth is, they are the only thing that makes me happy...
They are my only lifeline...
This are the time that I found my theory to be true...
I do hold grudges~! Really deep as well!!!
I had gone to therapy once with my instructor...
I thought that I was healing... But why am I falling of the deep end again!!!???
Why am I having bad mood swings all the time!!! This is not a good way to start 2010...
especially if I have a big exam this year~!
nande? nande! NANDE YO!!!?? inochi hitoi yo... Boku wa, tomodachi nai desu... only Yui alone.
Yameru yo... onegai! boku wa inochi akirameru desu...
Gomen ne JUMP, Yama-chan?
Demo sa, anata tachi... will you protect me? Like the shadow boys???
Boku wa baka yo ne...
Sore jaa....
p/s: Please Yui, make me happy again....
Labels: Family, Help, Hey Say JUMP, Johnny-san(???), Johnny's Jimusho, Life, rant, school, Taekwondo, Yamada, Yui
