Lazy me... Forgetful me? Whatever
Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @ Tuesday, January 12, 2010
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I think this will be one of my short post...
HIATUS OF 2010
I know I just started blog-ing again last year
But because of PMR, I can't use the internet much....*Pouts*
I should post this earlier but no I didn't~ *grin*
So, basically, I was to lazy to post this early~
To who doesn't know what PMR is...
It is a BIG exam that you HAVE to take when you are 15 years old in Malaysia...
I hate it...
Jaa~
Coz I just don't want to go to school
It has something to do with school???
Coz I'm still young and ..... GOKUSEN~!
Johnny-san... help me... take me to Japan~
I don't want to do this~!!!! *wails* *Hiakru pout*
Labels: Exam. PMR, Help, Hey Say JUMP, Hiakru, Japan, Johnny-san(???), Life, rant, school
1.20am-1.52am, 2 Jan.2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ Saturday, January 02, 2010
Its 1.20am rite now....
Somehow, I don't feel so good at the starting of this year~
It is not about the fact that school is about to start~
I'm just really really pissed off to the people around me!!!!
My family, my teachers, some of my friends, EVEN JOHNNY-SAN!!!!{what's desu yo!?}
Even if I'm happy of the day, by just a single word, it would make my mood go down...
for example:
If I hear a word from my dad telling me to practice Taekwondo, my mood will take a 180 degree turn from being in a good mood!
The fact that I'm forced to do thing that are not my will to do so!
Sometime, even reading a J-pop news will make me mad!!!
I can take what ever people have got to say about me, but if you say a word about any idols, trust me, if I die of depression I will hunt you till you commit suicide!!!! >:D
Most people may think that it is irrelevant, but the truth is, they are the only thing that makes me happy...
They are my only lifeline...
This are the time that I found my theory to be true...
I do hold grudges~! Really deep as well!!!
I had gone to therapy once with my instructor...
I thought that I was healing... But why am I falling of the deep end again!!!???
Why am I having bad mood swings all the time!!! This is not a good way to start 2010...
especially if I have a big exam this year~!
nande? nande! NANDE YO!!!?? inochi hitoi yo... Boku wa, tomodachi nai desu... only Yui alone.
Yameru yo... onegai! boku wa inochi akirameru desu...
Gomen ne JUMP, Yama-chan?
Demo sa, anata tachi... will you protect me? Like the shadow boys???
Boku wa baka yo ne...
Sore jaa....
p/s: Please Yui, make me happy again....
Labels: Family, Help, Hey Say JUMP, Johnny-san(???), Johnny's Jimusho, Life, rant, school, Taekwondo, Yamada, Yui
ghahh~~~~!!!!!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ Wednesday, November 25, 2009
so tired~! having a headache!!!! want to sleep till night~~~~!!!!
well, that's what I want to shout...
kids, let me tell you now: life is not fare... dakara sa, you have to work to get the simple-es thing on earth...
for example to get what I want, all you need to do is...
1-go to intensive training for 2 hours till night.
2- sleep only for 6 hours.
3- wake up the next day on 6.30am.
4-go for a 2.4km jog with your coach....
5- do more practice non-stop for 3 hours
do that and you will get to relax for the rest of the day~~~~
sounds fun??? BAKA JANAI YO!!!! you need to wake up the next day and repeat the step from 3 to 5 again!!!!!
Johnny-san, take me now~!
Labels: Help, Johnny-san(???), Life, rant, Taekwondo
