Its 12:53 and nothing happen yet and thus nothing to blog...

Well, I became an admin in a group at facebook...

Oh, my Yui gave me this...

It reminded me how Yama-chan loved his strawberries as much as Donghae and she gave an idea to write a meaningless fic and I began writing the next second.

The story haven't finish coz I'm kinda slow on my writing so it may take some time to finish it. Well I'm gonna post it on LJ as soon as its done so please read it later on kay~!?

and I end this post with a vid of  Scrap Teacher

Love, SYR

Helooooooo~ there~!!!! 久しぶり　だね～！！！！

I haven't blog in ages~!!!!

Hey, don't blame me! i wasn't the one that says that PMR is mandotary for all form 3 students in Malaysia and THEN decided that PMR is no needed and being unfair and canceled it for the next year!!!

Anyways.... leaving that bulshit aside....

Unlike my dear friend Yui, i was no deprived of the internet and frankly speaking I did not miss my internet that much...

I have alot of new pictures to update but,

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My phone is having fun in Thailand with my sister so no update soon...

Oh, I will go to Bankok in the neer future for a compatition and i will do my best~!!!

はいい～僕はがんばれます！

On the other hand, a friend of mine is leaving Malaysia.... I'm sorry ne~ but I couldn't go out with you this year...but i was busy!!!! I will miss you~! but, you could always check my blog and keep intouch with the use of internet righ???

jaa~

Its 1.20am rite now....

Somehow, I don't feel so good at the starting of this year~

It is not about the fact that school is about to start~

I'm just really really pissed off to the people around me!!!!

My family, my teachers, some of my friends, EVEN JOHNNY-SAN!!!!{what's desu yo!?}

Even if I'm happy of the day, by just a single word, it would make my mood go down...

for example:

If I hear a word from my dad telling me to practice Taekwondo, my mood will take a 180 degree turn from being in a good mood!

The fact that I'm forced to do thing that are not my will to do so!

Sometime, even reading a J-pop news will make me mad!!!

I can take what ever people have got to say about me, but if you say a word about any idols, trust me, if I die of depression I will hunt you till you commit suicide!!!! >:D

Most people may think that it is irrelevant, but the truth is, they are the only thing that makes me happy...

They are my only lifeline... 

This are the time that I found my theory to be true... 

I do hold grudges~! Really deep as well!!!

I had gone to therapy once with my instructor...

I thought that I was healing... But why am I falling of the deep end again!!!???

Why am I having bad mood swings all the time!!! This is not a good way to start 2010...

especially if I have a big exam this year~!

nande? nande! NANDE YO!!!?? inochi hitoi yo... Boku wa, tomodachi nai desu... only Yui alone.

Yameru yo... onegai! boku wa inochi akirameru desu... 

Gomen ne JUMP, Yama-chan? 

Demo sa, anata tachi... will you protect me? Like the shadow boys??? 

Boku wa baka yo ne... 

Sore jaa....

p/s: Please Yui, make me happy again....

kay, so Yui just send me the most ridiculous thing ever~

take a look...

that girl doesn't have anything to do i guess....